23. Vegetarian. I live in Buffalo, but I hate it, so I travel a lot to get out of here.

I blog way too much about Daryl Palumbo, New York City, social anxiety and other random things you probably don't care about.

I've had a social anxiety disorder for nearly 10 years now and I just recently sought help for it. In person, I don't say much. But this blog does a pretty good job at showing who I am.

26th January 2012

Question

yelineks asked: yeah we have a lot in common... I skipped school soo many times to avoid presentations. If i was late for school I wouldn't go so I wouldn't have to walk through the classroom door and have everybody watch me. I cant even drive. I cant learn because I don't like people watching me. I'm afraid I'll do something wrong and being behind the wheel requires responsibility. I don't wanna be judge by who is teaching me to drive or even other people I'm driving around. I can forget about getting a job.

I didn’t get my license until the week after my 22nd birthday for that same reason, haha. And the only reason I even got it was because my dad got me a gift certificate for driving lessons for Christmas and made me do it. I still feel uncomfortable with other people in the car, but I absolutely love driving now. 

I don’t have a job either, although I used to work at an amusement park…yeah.

I don’t know if you follow www.anxietycat.tumblr.com already, but that blog is so perfect at describing what I go through on a daily basis, hah.